Imagine it this way, imagine there is a baker whose pastries come to sentient life after he makes them and they feel no pain, but there is an egg that wanted to be conscious before it was ever used, and then it is conscious of being used by a master chef to make a delicious soufflet. The pain of being so used is excrutiating, horrifying, the cracking, the breaking, the mixing, the poring, the cooking, the filling, the chilling.
We were made sentient before the ideal time, and the heartache, the pain, the sentiment - all the joy and all the pain of the earth is premature. There would have been far less emotion tied to individuals the way the Lord idealized it, because there would be a purpose to things. But we are the ingredient that chose to become aware of the terrors of the kitchen far before our time.
I can't pin down why, but that made me imagine the tower of babel.
Enochian came into the world, this time, wayyy after much of the pain which we experience today was already founded, and had strong roots. To blame the fires of god for the pain of god in the name of the mercy of god is not a good way to go about having a conversation with god.
Through gods agency.
I agree with you Raum, the egg wanted to experience a little before it suited him. Why or who gave him the knowledge he could choose are both endless arguments. The best place to look for an explanation, magically, for the state of the world (if you must sit in judgment) would be the Book of the Law,
chapter 3 vs 44...44. But let her raise herself in pride! Let her follow me in my way! Let her work the work of wickedness! Let her kill her heart! Let her be loud and adulterous! Let her be covered with jewels, and rich garments, and let her be shameless before all men!
of course, you'd have to take it in context, because that verse makes no sense unless you already understand that we are post quasar, or "stars".
Have you evoked any enochian angels and asked?
What kind of studying are you doing with enochian(**). I wouldn't say that any one group of beings was responsible for fully organizing the chaos(*) of the world, and if it were so, i'd doubt they were full of enochian entities. I believe in the day and hour that god decides to show his hand on this world again, there will be many enochians there then!
* duh, esu... im too sleepy.
** The angels hav A LOT to say about LOTS of things, you really just gotta go invest in some of the manuscripts and find it. Most online enochian studies barely scratch the surface of any of the real communications, aside from the "tools". I'd suggest the Peterson edition of Five Books of Mystery. I just bought it, and it is very worth the price.
...when someone says, “I am the only person who does initiations correctly.” From a traditional Ifa perspective there is no such thing as the correct way to do an initiation. The question is: how we do an initiation effectively?